January 14, 2009 (14/365) #2

I suppose this could be considered a whine. Feel free to disregard it and just move on.

The past day or so I've been suffering from gluttony. The biblical definition, not just the popular one. I want everything, I want a lot of it, and I want everything to be big. And the part of this that I think makes it more of a sin than a mood or a weakness, is that I'm ok with it. I'm indulging it... even reveling in it. I feel almost crazy. It's probably a damn good thing that it's 30 fucking degrees below zero outside, or I'd have gone to the mall and spent myself broke. I'm also relatively frustrated as I'm not surrounded, ass-deep, in the harder to get things and the ethereal things that I can't just go out and buy. (Like I said, I want everything.) This will probably pass, though I don't yet care.

Don't that just sound shallow as hell.